the war waif rises, sighs, breathes rings
of fire round the ones I love
I dream and with my eyes shut I
draw pools of water up
they lap the sore, subdue it till
it lies down soothed at last
and drowns at the protection stones
the corsair of the past.
black tourmaline defences standing
staunch around the heart
that I have left outside my chest
that I have set apart.
obsidian to break the curse
on those who know too much,
green malachite to will away
her sweet malignant touch.
pure amethyst for clarity:
reform the edges smudged
and blurred inside her cloud of smoke -
fresh eucalypt to crush:
I breathe deep and restore my sense:
return to me the art
I learned from her without the secret
defect at its heart.
residual coward:
carve her out.
she moves too slow,
enmired in doubt.
a viscous stride
can’t keep the pace,
I close my eyes,
angelic faces
circle round.
the beat of wings
revokes all sound
except its own
oh! come replace
my fitful drone
with one whole, constant
pure in tone
I shut my eyes
and lift my face.
about
i wrote Lab Soul and Autonomy so that i could feel tough and protected, as well as protective and close to people i love. i got to make these songs with the help of some old and new friends whose music i vibe & respect, and their input makes these songs feel like a point of connection - music without loneliness.
i hope you can listen/chant to these and feel stronger.
xx B ♡
credits
released March 26, 2020
Autonomy :
Written and produced by Becki Whitton & Mira Dawson
Korg Z1 by Brambles (Mira Dawson): brambles.bandcamp.com
Lab Soul:
Written and produced by Becki Whitton, Karla Gilbard & Kat Hunter
Bass by Lack The Low (Kat Hunter): lackthelow.bandcamp.com
Vocal drone by KAIAR (Karla Gilbard): kaiarmusic.bandcamp.com
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