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Dyscircadian

by Aphir

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1.
i think i can perfect myself: make my head work better. i think i can protect myself from all my ills, so i'll be up all night. i think i can correct myself: conform to some clear pattern. i know where to invest myself: i've seen who wins, so i'll be up all night. i think i can direct myself towards one vital moment. you know i'll never rest until i'm done with this, so i'll be up all night. i think i can perfect myself: make my head work better. i think i can protect myself from all my ills, so i'll be up all night.
2.
it's been a while since i've prayed. a sacred skin, god shrank and fell away. i kneel down for nostalgia's sake, rehearsing all the things i'd say. i saw them speak in tongues and fall - they promised i would give my all to someone. i cast you off that pedestal, but you crawl back in a new form. is it wrong to want what i know i'll never get, watching you leave me behind?
3.
there's an anxious thread throughout the fabric that I'm woven from - pluck the string, unravel me, i'll fall into the form that i belong.
4.
when i said "we should all be kinder", i meant that you should be kinder to me. I don't wanna weaponise my feelings, but you should be kinder to me.
5.
glimpses of your new life, like shallow cuts between my fingers i don't know what happiness looks like without you, guess i'll wing it. indicators point to your time being much better spent now i don't know what wholeness feels like without you, guess i'll find out. we tried, we tried.

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I made the first track for this EP in 2017 (it was originally part of this Pink Noise compilation: pinknoisesydney.bandcamp.com/album/pink-noise-mixtape-vol-1) and then the rest of it during one week of 2018.

I am deeply grateful to Hannah, Karla, Mel, Kat, Tamara & Sia for their contributions without which this EP wouldn't exist.

Thanks also to Simone Thompson for the album art shot ♥

alphamale: alphamalexearly.bandcamp.com
KAIAR: kaiarmusic.bandcamp.com
Arrom: arrom.bandcamp.com/album/take-my-lymphs
Lack The Low: lackthelow.bandcamp.com
Freya: musicbyfreya.bandcamp.com/album/the-fifth
Alicia Sparkles: shoebahmad.bandcamp.com/album/quiver

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released June 10, 2018

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